Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ;
its been 1 month...
10:26 AM
its been 1 month...
its been 1 month since tt incident happened... hais... the feelin had not ceased yet... i still... nvm 4get it... dun wanna say it here.... how i wish things will b like 2 months ago... at aug... hais...nvm ba.... i ll juz wait...
i love 王汶平...
Saturday, October 14, 2006 ;
wats tis feelin im gettin?
11:35 AM
wats tis feelin im gettin?
hais... i dunno y either... claire wanted to buy the green mao mao since she saw shi got the orange one... bought her for bday present and tt makes me tink of the past again.... it realli hurts... i wanna put tis aside for the time bein realli... i dun wan it to affect my o lvls... and i dun wan to retain either.... i dun wish to lose tt someone thou but its the reality... i can nva get those times back again.... i noe it... no matter how much i wish it to happen... hais... guess its time to start studyin real hard.... i beta stop tinkin abt all tis for da time bein... few more weeks o lvls shall start... time wait for no man.... i cant afford to waste anymore time prelims suked... and i dun wan my os to b suked too... 1 more month and o lvls shall end by den i can tink wadeva i wan... bad or gd... hais.. juz hopin things ll get beta... hopin to go to aerospace engineerin in tp... but it seems so hard ba.. my sci realli suked and my humanities isn gd... maths is juz so-so... art? hais... can at least get a b3 im contented enuf... eng? hmm..can get b4 im realli happy chi b3 liao so... im ok wif it... hais... studies r so tough... esp when im not an intelligent kid mon is graduation le... finally gonna leave tis sch after 5 yrs of hell... i dunno shld i b happy or sad sometimes shld i cry? dunno y suddenly i got a feel for tis sch the v first time in 5 yrs... but somehow the feel was crushed completely when i tot tt mr wee and mr tan onli chose the average ones for extra lesson we worst ones u juz gave up on us!? hais... disappointed... sometimes i wish i can realli turn back time to whr evrythin started to whr we started... i realli missed those happy moments... but can things eva gonna b da same again? i wan it to b gonna b da same again i realli missed those moments! i wanna get back wat i haf lost! and i noe i cant m i waitin for somethin or im juz plain waitin for nth...? i wanna noe the ans... but somehow its selfish to do so... cos i dun wan ppl to get hurt... hais...guess tts all ba goin out watch movie wif rome and guys le signin out...
i love 王汶平...
Saturday, October 07, 2006 ;
woah oh! finished coursework finally! =]
12:26 PM
woah oh! finished coursework finally! =]
hahas.... finally finished my coursework after 1 week of stressing hais... mon and tue got for video shoot den wed and thur stayed in sch until 7++den come home liao bath and den continue on prep work wa damn stress.... didn even haf time to come online hahas...so didn blog =x den fri didn go sch cos haf to realli complete the prep work argh a lot sia!! spent whole day at home doin the prep work den 2++ go sch continue in sch... 3++ finally completed and hand in to mr saiful plaste tt o lvl sticker den its done! =D hahas... so great man!! the feelin is... den after tt help clear a bit of art rm den zhao liao go home change prepare den cycle both my and rome bike to east coast for claire's bday bbq hahas... den reach liao hmm...quite little ppl but den somehow i prefer little ppl for bbq cos its more fun tis way =) well we did haf a lot of fun hahas... jokin ard and den the alcohol part was a bit scary thou...2 drunk gals... hmm... rome bought hot tea and i bought ice and stuff...den go back help a bit... hmm... heh... i drank quite a lot too =x lols... dun worry la i wun get drunk easy... hahas.... drank i tink 4 bottles of bacardi... few sips of long island tea and 2 bottles of vodka... hehe... was damn gd man hahas.... dun drink and bike? lols... who cares la i juz cycle im not drunk anyways... hahas... den after tt claire nid go home liao... hmm..so me and rome sent claire pearlynn and hui hui home cos afraid tt claire wun b able to handle 2 drunk gals.... saw them until they took cab home... den after tt me and rome head back to east coast to slack a bit... and ate the rest of da food den after tt ply wif fire hahas... sry la childhood times cannot ply mahz hahas... den after tt clear up and den go mac slack a bit den head home le... tired den plyed a bit on the expressway =x hahas... takin pic in middle of expressway somemore hahas still got more lehz...slpin in middle of expressway heh... damn funny hahas... den after tt cycle home wa... lucky we did tt fast... cos saw tp rite in front after simei at tamp area scary... kena caught we r dead... hahas... den after tt come home at 5am... bath and den go slp liao... woke up at 1130.... still tired cos nva slp well for weeks almost evryday haf to slp so damn late for art... hais... no proper meals either... until ytd bbq hahas...now tt its finally done i can concentrate fully on my studies liao! promised so many ppl to score well for o lvls muz do it man! hahas...if not SOMEONE wan nitemare me sia hahas... =x dunno who lehz =x hahas... k la i ll end here le ...signin out... =D and HAPPY BDAY CLAIRE HOPE U ENJOYED YTD =]
i love 王汶平...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ;
omg the stress comes!
2:38 PM
omg the stress comes!
argh can feel it le the stress.... cant b happy go lucky liao hahas... time to work le... yeap goals mahz.... get into tp or nyp lehz.. muz realli pia le.... hahs..hmm.. well.. stress 1.... art video.. coursework deadline is tis thur!! and yet... my video still constantly bein rejected by mr saiful omg... nidda realli buck up liao hais... den...still got my 8 blackboards!? nvm... tt one still can make it wat im worryin abt is the video!! final piece somemore most important component lehz chaim la if cant finished... den today was worryin the whole day in sch abt the models as usual cos rome says he cant make it today MAYB... den ky no reply? =.= den gar wan go out wif HER... zzzz den ask matt for help... lucky he can... phew... thx wor bros... dun worry la i ll treat u guys after os... surely... =D thx for ur help realli!! den after tt still ok le... prelims got L1R4 29... mid yr 27 omg drop by 2? den... feng shuang said get 29 for prelims gd le? omg...tt one called gd!? lols.. erm... i wan beta.... den cca hais... hahas well anyways i noe i ll fail cca de... also nth much to do in tt kind of freakin cca wad... evryday go also teacher gone one...stupid ass.. den... got D7 woah... thx to some programs and camps and also cip... phew... lucky not f9 if not...dunno how to look for job next time liao... hahas... den...whole day nth much to do also no lessons teacher and students chattin most of the time abt o lvls revision plan and some crappin.... den nth to do hahas... ANDREA CAN DANCE!? woo... lols... jkjk... hahas... sms andrea a bit.... cos suddenly remember she told me she dancin for her pe programs lols.... den go ka jiao ka jiao a bit hahas... sry la mei heh... den recess... also sianz sianz on not many ppl at canteen cos of n lvls ppl and muslims fastin... well also not so bad ba at least no long queues... hahas... den after recess also nth much liao... erm... ok... maths...tis is realli killer liao... omg.... yr 2005, 2004 june nov papers, 2003 june nove papers, 2002 june nov papers, 2001 june nov papers, 2000 june nov papers omg each of them somemore got seperate into paper 1 and 2 siao... which means a total of 22 papers to do!? wa... killin... hais...den mrs loke show us the days left to o lvls... hmm.. indeed not many days left... 2 more weeks den o lvls shall start liao... so...haf to realli buck up liao and lucky enuf i dun haf to come back for extra maths lesson phew... so i can concentrate on da papers and other sub =) hahas... den after sch go find mr saiful to discuss abt the video plan and wat r the areas to improve on... den shun bian get tripod stand... den after tt come home liao called rome and check if he can come... so... lata ky rome and matt... hmm... gd enuf liao... since haf to wait...so while waitin come here to blog ba sianz...lata still haf to go taka there to take video hope tis one passes... and MUZ PASS if not... hais...sure cannot make it for the deadline liao hais... hope can get gd marks...spent lots of $$ and time on tis video... treat frenz buy cam tape and even go buy the digital cam.... hais.. for tis o lvls i muz realli score well man!! not goin to give up no matter wat!! 2 more weeks and its time to vent it out on exam papers hahas... ok i mean to make use of wadeva i learn in a way to vent out hahas... cant wait for it thou... but den now i nidda study!! hahs...gonna b muggin hard liao... if not will realli regret le... =) k la gtg cya... signin out....
i love 王汶平...
