Thursday, September 28, 2006 ;
maths paper... easy or diff?
10:47 PM
maths paper... easy or diff?
woah...today maths paper hahas... 2nd last paper liao finally... prelims is gonna end soon! woo hoo.. well... cant b happy tt fast yet cos os is comin up next... hmm... today maths is a bit weird thou erm.. ok...as u can c ppl will normally b so happy if a paper is easy... but not for prelims cos we ll feel so weird doin a prelim maths paper so easily... erm...i finished it in 1 hr and slp for 1 hr? lols... im oredi draggin it liao somemore sia... i was like lookin at the others beside me to c if any of them completed.. i almost tot if i done it rite anot hahas... den was too hot also the stupid fan in the hall doesn seems to b workin argh... was stuffy and hot... cant even slp well for 1 hr lols... hmmm... after sch go meet rome at ky hse... was maintainin bike hais... again my chain prob... seriously nid a chain puller to remove some chain to shorten it too loose liao seriously dun wanna fall again man hahas... well... left ky hse at 130 and destination.... HARBOUR FRONT... hahas... so we left and was figurin which way to go well who cares juz move... den reached orchard den rome says can go frm great world and so i lead the way... taka area is the best for speedin man...! woo... twist and turn in the crowd hahas... hmm... den is great world... erm... tink we r quite stuck liao cos dunno go whr lols.. well guess its the end of the expedition and conclude as fail... haha..hmm ... also not first time fail expedition ba hahas.. as long as still alive can le.. den gone home since father juz return home frm overseas hahas... finally he returned? well lots of stuff happened in tis 3 weeks eh ? hahas... hmm... den since he juz came home and den he suggested goin out for a meal hahas...so long nva go restuarants to eat liao sia! hahas... hmmm...so...we had jap food was realli nice hahas...at tamp mall there... den... after tt drove ard some places and since my father wanna look at the decorations of the festivals.... mooncake festival... deepavali.. and hari raya... hmmm... was nice but i tink deepavali nicest? hahas... den after tt came home liao so nth to do den chatted wif rome ky and took the pics tt we took juz now at benjamin sheares bridge lo... hahas... was plannin abt tml stayover at my hse XD hahas.. gonna haf fun tml nite man! woo hoo!! cant wait... den chatted wif matt and claire also... hais.. so sianz la... hahas.. hmm... tml last paper le and still got the stupid moe mock o lvl chi paper argh... somemore wait 1 hr for it to start =.= a bit lame la took 2 chi papers for prelims hahas... well who cares la... juz take and go! woo ... im too happy liao hahas... dunno y either? hmm mayb got probs but den juz not worried ba... im a happy go lucky person anyways...XD hahs.. k la time to end le... signin off...
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006 ;
new blog new life a fresh start!
5:01 PM
new blog new life a fresh start!
well well well... finally changed my blogskin.... hahas...thx to andrea ba... since she found tis skin for me de thx loads wor mei... hahas... she da best la always help me one lols...well for me to b tis strong thx to her and the da dao li company... hahas... well.. hope ur doin fine 2... u noe wat i mean andrea... =D hmm... black and white my fav colour man! woo.. den... wat else to intro nehz? hmm.. ya the song wanted to put it for last blog de but den... still prefer it here haha... tis new blog whr my new life begins... hahas... guess wat the da dao li meant is rite ba... no point lookin back le... cos its nva gonna b da same again... time to head forward... and move along =) memories r there... but somehow its still history... da past... hahas... time can nva go back anymore... hahas so let it b ba... rely on me myself and tts how life is gonna b for me frm now on ba... hahas... realli happy tt i finally got back my life a NEW LIFE! hahas.... o ya btw the back grd music is every heart by boa hahas.. nice song thou if u guys who wan the song after listenin to tis can come find me i got 2 ver both jap and eng =) hahas... k la time to end liao... hahas... cya take cares to who eva tt reads tis...
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Monday, September 25, 2006 ;
bad day bad day! ... hais...
3:31 PM
bad day bad day! ... hais...
today is juz an unlucky day for me la.... woke up liao tio nag by mum and was in bad mood liao shouted back... and quarrelled... hais... nvm...den was late for sch haf to take cab to sch cant b late for sch today no matter wat... got exams!! den... suai la... reach sch liao eng exams haiz... tis one realli dunno wat happened suddenly so tired den keep tinkin abt tis mornin quarrel wif mum... den day dream until in the end cant finished the summary fuk fail le la... hais... den after tt is maths paper dunno which teacher say so early distribute paper tot i late le... den quikly go take the stuff nidded for exams... den found out tt i didn bring calculator! argh damnit so suai... den haf to go find teacher to borrow but in the end borrow frm office hais... den borrow le sit down liao do until locus den i found out tt i left the protractor in my bag! o fuk gone la tt 9 marks hais... y so suai? sianz man... den tts the end i tot.... but not yet... after tt go art rm take cam den amin usin... sianz... den staz say he also nid use... wa piang y so many prob de? i juz wanna take my video project peacefully also cant ar? hais... den finally got the video liao called rome ask him whr he den he say he at tm lookin for some stuff... wa.... sianz half la... how to take video even wif video cam but no model? den gar wif him den ky go bugis wa sianz la... whos gonna help me like tt? tml nid hand up le la if not saiful sure ask me drop art liao hais... i dun wan drop!! den wed still got art prelims hais.... how to cope so stress!? prelims suk la.... hais.... also dunno y i took art for video in the first place whr i can paint...i rather do canvas paintin den video man! hais... guess wats done is done cant b help ba.... stress!! lata gonna take the video at orchard le!! argh... hope can finished by today.. if not gone case hais.... dun wanna fail my o lvls man!!
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Sunday, September 24, 2006 ;
vodka!! wahahha rome bday...
9:25 AM
vodka!! wahahha rome bday...
hmm...ytd was nice .....quite... hahas... well.. as planned i made the fried rice....yeap... den woke up early in the mornin supposed to help my mum to prepare the rice de but den woke up at 6 den fall on bed and fell aslp again heh... den... 840 ya i remembered the time... phone rang and was awoken by it and den pick up and it was my mum tellin me to go check on the rice which is cookin now.... haha... ok cooked so im supposed to switch off the rice cooker... yeap den after tt went to rome hse to get the pecks done and den shun bian get the 3 trays for my fried rice.... den return home.... den after tt listen to songs hahas.... chattin wif andrea, claire and matt den after tt heard frm claire say after her chi oral wan go east coast also so... haha... ok... den matt was overjoyed to hear tt chaire goin lols.... den andrea said she mayb goin....haha... was happy to hear tt thou.... =) den after tt mum came home liao so went to help a bit stupid rome ask me take out the green beans frm the carrot and corns wa piang took me ages to seperate them sia... lol... den also took up 5 cans of tuna... and den chop chop them.... until the chunks all broke up into pieces.... den after tt cook the egg and den prepare the rice liao.... cookin starts.... cooked the 2nd tray of fried rice heh.... hope its nice =D den took us quite some time for 3 trays of fried rice to b done.... wa... tired... den got some leftover wa... omg la..... forced to finish the rest made me so full lols... ok....tis next part is diff..... transportin 3 trays of fried rice on bike to rome hse.... damn tired when i reach rome hse.... 3 trays of fried rice kena flatten? lol... tink so ba... trays go outta shape liao hahas.... hmm.. ok next part again nid train arm power la... lucky rac say she wan cycle 1 bike while gar cycle 1 and i cycle 1 phew.... reach bedok there liao den i drag ky bike and gar cycle wif rac on his pecks =) tts fasta tis way... rome reach a bit earlier den us thou.... haha... den reach liao immediately the shuttle service got job to do liao and tts to go fetch cass to the pit frm mac so cycle to find her as soon as we reach and den sent her to the pit... damn tired so took a rest....saw claire and matt on da way... hahas... so... invited them in and den guess didn intro proper to rome they all ba dun seem to tok much? hmm... tryin hard to make them interact... =) den gar and rac go water breaker to erm... u noe... lol... den while i help rome do some stuff but mostly is slack ba haha.... and smsin andrea.... cos tired.... den go help him get fresh water omg tis part is damn irritatin... stupid tap.... cant even give me proper water.... =.= so little water wash wat shit!? lol... after washin evrythin i refuse helpin them get water again omg no way... tt basin sux and tt toilet stinks... den preparin water bombs for matt! woo... collected frm sea water heh... .den smashin part was fun matt came back and frm behind me and rome and front gar and rac lols! hit on target haha... was damn fun.... den i tink angela drunk ba omg... drink tt vodka so strong? lol... didn noe vodka can do tt so easily? den after tt rome quikly keep the bottle... in case if anythin happens.... den next is michelle drunk wa... omg im startin to fear vodka? haha... no way man... i luv vodka lo! lol... den rainin was bad... haiz...evrytime after we start fire den the rain come? lol? purposely sia haha... den until nite time fuk la evryone askin me go help them buy tis buy tt den some ppl dun even appreciate things i buy one lor wtf? spend so much effort buyin tt thing and all u tell me is ... o i dun tink we nid le.... wtf? tryin to say i take a long time to buy? u go buy la since u wan it fast.... like as thou the 7 eleven v near like tt... and as thou no long queues.... =.= nvm 4get it.... den after tt is our turn!! vodka!! wooo whoo.... hahas.... drank 2 cups... and was feelin great liao =D matt was drunk lols... keep pukin... den i was like hmm...still ok ba... den a bit tired but cant slp thx to the blood in my head... burnin me sia haha.. but the feelin is great... woah oh! i juz luv vodka 2 cups is enuf to make u high! woo... den after tt fell aslp... until 4am woke up and haf some trash tokin...? lols... rome frens tokin abt their experience on the road wif their motor bikes.... sounds cool thou but den i still prefer cars... =) but since its road so i juz listen haha... damn funny thou den keep smokin cigarettes den got 1 say aiyo y the cigarette like lau hong wan... lol... damn funny... fussy over cigarettes haha... den after tt they go le left wif me rome and matt and ky do nth juz slack ard.... drink a bit den clear place... ply wif sparklers...ya tts all ba den until ard 7++ den we juz left the place le ba... hahas.... took a long journey back home was damn tired... finally reach home liao! woo... glad to b home haha....den after bath and brush teeth nth to do so came here and blog abt tis sure muz blog abt tis man! haha... damn funny or fun? lols.. well not evrythin is perfect thou...got bad times and gd times de la but den its still fun hahas.... =) k la i ll end here... le signin out...
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Friday, September 22, 2006 ;
move along move along....
10:33 AM
move along move along....
cant seem to fill the emptiness in my mind haiz.... i dunno y either.... it seems so unreal to me... like as thou its juz a nitemare.... and i juz woke up frm it... but somehow the memories r real to me... it can nva b fake... well.. even thou it cant b eternal but somehow i noe deep down in my heart.... those memories r goin to b wif me 4eva....until da day i die... sometimes how i wish life is juz like a tape recorder whr i can rewind and den edit... but somehow if life were to b like tt den life is meaningless.... i always seem to tell ppl tt life is short....so no matter how happy u r or how sad u r... life still goes on no matter how rich u r how powerful u r... no one can stop the flow of time.... so since ur given the choices of happy and sad y not make a gd choice to make life beta? haiz... but it juz seems to b so diff ba sometimes.... i dunno y either but tis few days im gettin addicted to the song move along by all american rejects... to me the lyrics of tis song has got a strong meanin to it.... it goes like... speak to me, when all u got to keep is strong... move along move along like i noe u ll do... and even when ur hope is gone move along move along juz to make it thru... it tells me to go on wif life happy no matter wat happens bad or gd... i guess evrythin in tis world happen for a reason.... so y care so much juz live life happy MOVE ALONG!! go on go on go on..... when evrythin is wrong... we move along..... hahas... guess i felt beta le ba.... thx to tis song.... guess i still prefer the old way of keepin me strong to flood myself wif songs and find 1 tt can make me feel beta.... =) now my goals r to score well in o lvls... save up for drivin test next yr wif rome... and den next my dream car.... NISSAN SKYLINE GT-R... =D well... ppl out there life isn as bad as u tink.... to make life happy or not is ur own choice... dun blame ppl... cos U R DA ONE TT DECIDE UR OWN FATE.... =D tata! cya guys... and take cares...
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Thursday, September 21, 2006 ;
the scar in my heart...
11:26 PM
the scar in my heart...
it realli hurts thou for tt past 1 week.... but now....well feelin much beta.... its the past le ba....found out tt no matter wat happens... life still haf to go on.... prelims... o lvls... evrythin dun wait for me.... dun wan history to repeat itself again either no more retainin.... no more hell life i juz wanna b outta damai sec asap.... its hard to get over it thou... ppl might call me stupid to hang on to somethin like tt.... well for me i treat relationship seriously... unlike someone who juz easily get a gf after breakup wif the first.... juz hate tis kind of guys.... a disgrace to all males.... haiz.... memories is juz the thin i cant seem to get over wif ba... afterall realli haf to thx andrea for makin me felt beta.... and life seems to change for me liao... im no longer the old me.... i learn to c things in other ppl's point of view... and i noe when is the time to get serious le ba.... sometimes there r serious moments there r also fun moments.... haiz... frenz r still da best? i dun mean sch frenz thou.... sry to say tt but i nva do trust all my sch frenz.... damai is nth but hell... a place whr i suffered for 5 yrs haiz.. well... dun wanna tok abt it le ba... prelims is no gd for me.... cant seem to concentrate... well.... its juz tt im too tired... nidda haf a great rest ba.... cant wait for the study leave after prelims.... tts when i can finally do things on my own... rather den bein controlled by the sch.... well... outta sch life is no gd ba.... haiz... dunno y for some reason i dun feel like goin home after sch.... msn is always so empty.... no one at home im always alone.... and memories will juz flash past my mind and i start to tink again.... well... tryin my best to 4get abt wat happened.... but guess as wat matt said its tough... and i tink the best way is to keep myself occupied ba.... even wounds take time to heal let alone tis.... well... guess tis is a scar tt i can nva 4get ba.... hope things get beta and i can finally b free.... =)
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Thursday, September 14, 2006 ;
prelims day 1....2nd day not meetin her...
2:40 PM
prelims day 1....2nd day not meetin her...
hmm....well... feelin a bit high and low ba lol.... well.... feelin quite normal tis mornin.... but den reached sch and felt a bit happier but not much haha.... well... den is assembly at parade square.... after tt proceed back to claz rm its done.... first day of prelims.... well... nervous ya haha... even thou its juz paper 1 but to me its a lot of stress... guess evryone feels da same too... not the stress for prelims but o lvls cos after prelims is 1 week of sch and den.... grad ceremony den its o lvls practical den after tt is study leave liao....den its o lvls! dunno whelther to feel happy anot for o lvls to come tt fast juz bein confused.... over leavin the sch asap and workin hard..... i wanna score well thou.... for her....as promised... and also for my future and all my fellow frenz who r back there supportin me frm polys.... thx.... eng paper is tough.... real tough... haiz... well... tt realli put me down... for quite some time appetite gettin worst le haiz....cant finished tt plate of rice i ordered... omg.... den look at hp den saw mao mao pic again tink of her... missin her again.... well... as kelvin said frenz..!! haha.... got over it fast... and den went on for chi paper 1... well... another tough one.... lucky chi o lvls finished le.... so tis one can dun nid to b so serious phew... well... prelims r realli tough tml is sci practical wonderin if i can make it for tml haha.... well... i guess i ll go try my best ya!? im gonna work real hard man... for o lvls.... miss u lots.... hahas.... ok la guess i ll end here liao... nth much to do either.... signin off.... =D
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006 ;
1st day...not meetin her...
2:22 PM
1st day...not meetin her...
well...today isn a gd day...... all kinds of feelings stuffed in my mind.... stressed out.... moody... sadness...heartbreak.... happy.... craziness.... numb.... haiz.... dunno how to describe it ba.... mornin woke up like normal even thou i noe it cant b.... cos im not gonna meet her for quite some time.... wanted to call her first thin in the mornin to hear her voice at least but.... i cant cos... she has got no hp.... well... ok... so went to bath... moody and almost late for sch.... hmm...lucky theres a jam at the junction lols.... which made the bus came so late haha.... well.. as u can c the onli bus i can take to sch is bus 22... so....its easy to b late ba.... well...got used to it le....5 yrs dudes....! haha... hmm....sms rac to ask abt vaness on da bus but was asked to concentrate on lessons instead.... well.... a bit sad and heartbreakin thou.... but den.... guess its ok ba... afterall promised to b hardworkin de.... and....tryin to get used to it.... hmm...reached sch juz in time and feelin a bit moody ba... was quiet the whole mornin....until recess whr i went to pull out tt o lvl calendar.... haiz....now a complete change of emotion lols....was damn stressed.... now i c.... 54 days till the start of o lvls..... and... im not quite prepared yet... haiz....well... kelvin was in claz durin recess wif me... and he asked me dun miss her liao now is o lvls! lol.... tink abt frenz in sch first den after o lvls can continue well....hes quite rite... hmm... kinda 4get abt it for a while and was back to normal was crazy durin recess whr they were jokin so loudly haha.... until all the ppl in canteen were lookin at us... lol... well who cares? we left wif a few more months out le haha.... hmmm.. den is chem lesson feelin a bit normal its until art lesson whr wei wen ask me wan go amk after sch anot.... haiz.... didn felt like goin thou.... but den.... since he keep askin so... i asked rac and vaness wan meet anot but since they goin home so.... not goin le ba.... and.... art lesson was bad.... finished most of da stuff done indoor de.... onli left wif da video takin and some more pics takin again.... well... mr saiful asked me to start on the black boards haha...finally gonna start but den now today... cos realli no mood.... miss her badly ba.... haiz.... its the last period tt crushed me completely.... the return of the results slips? haiz.... didn scored tt well.... improvement is there but not enuf.... happy but yet feelin numb.... sry to all da ppl who tok to me durin the last period.... i wasn bein dao.... is juz tt i dun wish to say anythin.... 4e5 countdown journey.... wrote nth but ' i wanna get outta damai' partly becos i wan the o lvls to end fasta so tt i can meet her... but also...tt im sick and tired of stayin in here.... realli bad memories.... livin the totally diff lifes in sch at home and outside sch.... 5 yrs of hell.... i nva enjoyed my life in sec sch anywayz.... haiz.... 16 oct will b the grad ceremony le.... i wonder y either.... ppl r cryin cos they r gonna get seperated but i dun feel sad at all leavin tis sch in fact im havin tears of joy.... sry to those who love tis sch but i hate it more den anythin else in tis world....no offence to the teachers tt helped me a lot but i juz dun like the things and memories in damai.... how i wish i can meet u today ba.... but den i guess we haf to stop temporarily for the benefit of both of us =).... i love u lots...<33
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